ancientfleece

bruh I'm not ready to do adult stuff and all but boy did I have a good icecream cake to eat stressfully. Is there any difference between me now and me when I was younger? certainly. when I was a kid I wouldn't pass out all the time and I was generally happier, I don't know. Hopefully I'll be able to pull myself together by the end of the school year.

obviously i as a human didnt expect to get this far. looking at my old deviations from years ago makes me cringe very hard but i feel that it's good. now i have a better idea of what art is, although i'm not very good at it still. honestly i've been catchin feelings, vibin, and all while i was out. i love math although i struggle on the tests. ive also loved EDM because the repetitive music lets me focus n working and not on my sister fighting with other family members. my sleep has been decent, but only that. i'm really scared of what the future holds for me. permanent dystopia? a subpar life? i'm feeling like i haven't done enough.